there's a danger that we both understand

I said there could be dire consequences. Yes, but you say that about chewing too fast.

2006-04-06T07:18:48Z

Happy Birthday to the most wonderful uninvited.

I love you, baby.

wildflowers @ 2006-02-09T19:24:00

2006-02-09T18:25:31Z

"We lead our lives like water flowing down a hill, going more or less in one direction until we splash into something that forces us to find a new course."

wildflowers @ 2006-01-11T10:27:00

2006-01-11T18:29:07Z

I'm sure most of you will see the humor in this, but omg Angelina Jolie is pregnant. I just hope this doesn't some how rub off on me.

wildflowers @ 2005-10-24T09:15:00

2005-10-24T16:17:45Z

I've got a terrible cold and feel like shit. and the Fog is keeping me from seeing the ocean.

Stolen from shimmergirl

2005-10-18T17:47:23Z

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Jen
2. Kat
3. Kashmir

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I really like my hair
2. My lips are pretty good
3. My shoulders

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My nose
2. my ass
3. my thighs

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Italian
2. American Indian
3. Greek

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Spiders
2. Bush (the George W variety)
3. Being alone

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. starbucks
2. online
3. the beach

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. white tank
2. old jeans with the knees torn out
3. my ultra uncool glasses

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE MUSICALS:
1. Chicago
2. Phantom of the Opera
3. Jesus Christ Superstar

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. Bon Jovi (the actual song changes)
2. Gold Digger - Kanye West
3. Acceptance - Take Cover

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Romance
2. Friendship
3. Honesty

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS THAT YOU FIND ATTRACTIVE:
1. Long hair
2. I like pretty boys
3. Great smile

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. sob role play online
2. reading (anything and everything)
3. listening to music and being at the beach, I can't choose 3

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. pee
2. surf
3. run

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Princess and/or Goddess
2. Official Water Sprayer for the cast of Lost
3. Bum

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Paris
2. The Spanish Steps
3. New York

THREE KIDS NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Ashton
2. Cameron
3. Drew

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Live
2. Roadtrip across country
3. Backpack through europe

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. I'm moody
2. mmmmmmm Bath and Body Works
3. I must have my nails done

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I'll climb anything
2. I can pitch a baseball really hard
3. I don't mind scrapes and bruises

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
Male / Female

1. Jon Bon Jovi / Angelina Jolie
2. Brad Pitt / Jennifer Garner
3. Tom Welling / Sienna Miller

wildflowers @ 2005-10-01T14:07:00

2005-10-01T21:08:40Z

My dad died here at home earlier today. So, if you don't see me around for a few days, that's why.

wildflowers @ 2005-09-18T15:37:00

2005-09-18T22:39:00Z

I hate hospitals.

Tonight are the Emmy's. I watch every year and pray Jennifer wins....I'm getting ready to do that again tonight.

wildflowers @ 2005-07-20T15:15:00

2005-07-20T22:45:32Z

Sienna Miller is gorgeous and Jude Law must be crazy.

Part of the beauty of living on the coast of California is the weather. Just a few miles inland, it's about 95 and probably feels like 100. Here it's 73, thanks to the breeze off the ocean. It's never too much different than that actually. In winter it only gets so cold and in summer it only gets just so hot. I'm sure that's why it's so attractive to celebrities, you don't have to sweat your ass off and you still get the sun and surf of California.
A few weeks ago a few of the celebs who live in Malibu and pay for private beaches got a horrible shock, seems that the ocean is public property at all times and if someone is walking along the coast, in the water, they can be right on those private beaches and there's nothing that can be done. I guess Stallone tried having a sandbar put up that blocked off his property, but the city made him take it down.
Can you just imagine having to tell Slyvester Stallone that. "um, hi, I'm from the city, you have to take that down and let people wander along the very expensive property you have here, only yards from your back door because the ocean is public property."
So, it's taken down and now you can walk past all these houses. I'm hoping to convince Ashe to walk the many many miles of beach from my dad's house to Brad Pitt's, because of course he'll be out on the beach waiting to talk to me when we get there. I don't even know if he's still in california, i hope he is and that angie is with him.
I'm celeb obsessed today. I blame it on a dream I had last night. I was walking along and totally lost and the only person around to ask for directions was Katie Holmes and all she kept saying, no matter what I asked, was that Tom Cruise was amazing and she was in love. It was creepy. Like Invasion of the Body Snatchers.

Okay question: Should I continue bumming off my dad for the most part or go work in my mom's video store for extra cash and free movies?

Second question: What's the strangest thing you own?

wildflowers @ 2005-07-14T21:20:00

2005-07-15T04:35:53Z

i'm only updating because i made a new icon of Jen and she's just so cute i can't stand it.
i'm trying to think of something better to update about, but so far i'm drawing a blank.
Oh, I know.

i read in an article recently that something like a hundred women in drought-ridden nepal danced naked together in an attempt to make it rain. i don't have ninety-nine other women to dance with and lack proper yard space for such activities anyway, but i road my bicycle to the ocean last night without a bra on. maybe it'll help.

i was going to make some observation about the pages in my paper journal that are "half filled," you know, it's urgent to get it down in that moment but then there's a loud noise or a shiny thing and you will, you swear, get back to it later and maybe you do, but probably you don't--shiny things--and it struck me, loud and shiny, hey! isn't that an indication of optimism? pointing to the writing that is there as opposed to the writing that isn't, there's a lot of that writing that isn't, you know, but i never knew i was an optimist before.

we still need rain, outside looks far too much like my uneducated understanding of texas. next time, i'll ride without a shirt.

wildflowers @ 2005-11-10T19:44:00

2005-07-11T02:44:33Z

pictures and really personal stuff is locked
if you add me give me a hint why